......... I am very discouraged today. My mom left yesterday to go home since my husband was coming back from work for a week. (He works on a tugboat and is gone 7-10 days and nights, then home 5-7 days and nights) When I walked out of my bedroom yesterday morning, I saw that she had stripped her bed and had her stuff packed. I started crying and I am not sure I have stopped yet. Last night I cried because I had to ask my BFF to sweep my kitchen floor. She was happy to do it of course but I felt like an idiot asking. Today I cried because I walked in my daughters room and her bed was not made. I realized for the past week my mom had made her bed and opened her drapes every morning. The after a shower I cried because none of my granny panties were clean. Not that I wanted to wear the granny panties AT ALL but my bikinis hurt my incisions. So.... I cried because my fat old lady underwear was dirty and also because I had to wear granny panties at all LOL. The I walked in the kitchen and saw that the biscuit pan was on the counter and I cried because my mom had made me homemade biscuits every night while she was here and I loved them so much. I realized I won't get those tonight. My husband just hugs me and laughs, then I cry because he is laughing "at me". He really isn't, but hey, the sight of a usually (fairly) sane woman crying over her underwear is kinda funny if you think about it. And he is a guy, who is doing the very best he can.
SHEESH! I am a TRAIN WRECK!
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4 comments:
girl I'm crying with you. I hope you feel better soon. I love you and I'm praying for you. Maybe my life will slow down here and I can help you.
I am laughing with you and your husband only because when I had Kora... the same thing happened to me... my husband had to take a week off of work just to stay home with me so that i would stop crying... it is amazing how our body handle surgeries and how our hormones’ go all crazy... (and I cried about having to wear granny panties as well...)
but I DO pray that you will be able to take this as a blessing that sometimes all the little things that we put on and do everyday are a blessing... we just never realize it until things change. WE LOVE YOU and hope you get well soon!!!
Oh girl... you're a riot even when you're miserable. LOVE you! :)
It is just your hormones adjusting to everything. Be thankful you had Mom there to help with everything while Jamie was on the boat and that Jamie has been such a wonderful support system. It will get better, I promise. It bas been three weeks today, I hope and pray you are finally getting yourself back together. I love you and miss you.
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